For a long moment, my sister stood there in my gown under the crystal chandelier, with her bare feet on the marble and her face red.
Then she gathered the skirt in both fists, turned, and walked back behind the silk curtain. Margot followed her, with a pincushion on her wrist. Graham picked up Sienna’s shoes off the sofa.
He stood there holding them.
“Jules,” he said. “I’m sorry. I really am. I never meant—”
“Here,” I said.
I slid the ring off my finger. A three-carat oval diamond, his grandmother’s, reset in platinum. I set it down on the marble counter beside the alteration order.
“Your grandmother’s,” I said. “You’ll want it back. You’ll need it for June seventh.”
He looked at the ring. He didn’t pick it up.
“Jules—”
“Goodbye, Graham.”
I turned to my mother. She was still holding my veil. I held out my hand.
She looked at my hand for a long time. Then she gave me the veil.
“Your sister has never had anything that was just hers,” my mother said quietly. “You always had everything. Nana’s hands. Nana’s talent. Nana’s money. Nana’s attention. Did you ever think about that, Juliet? Did you ever once think about how that felt for her?”
I folded the veil over my arm.
“Every day, Mom,” I said. “I thought about it every day. That’s why I gave her fifteen thousand dollars when she said she needed surgery.”
My mother blinked.
“What surgery?”
And I watched it reach her face. The thing I’d suspected for two years. The thing I’d never said out loud.
My mother didn’t know about the surgery. Because there had never been a surgery. Two years earlier, on a Tuesday night in March, Sienna had called me crying.
She said she had a cyst. She said the doctor wanted it out right away, that week, and her insurance wouldn’t cover the specialist, and she didn’t want Mom to know because Mom would panic. Fifteen thousand dollars.
I’d wired it the next morning. She’d texted me a heart and a picture of a hospital bracelet. The next week, she’d sent me a photo of herself in bed, pale, with a cup of tea.
I’d sent her flowers. Lily of the valley. Three months later, Sienna Rose Bridal registered its business license with the state.
I’d seen the filing date on the website when it launched. I’d told myself it was a coincidence. I’d told myself a lot of things.
I left Atelier Fontaine at 7:40 that night with my veil over my arm. I didn’t cry in the car. I cried later, at home, on my studio floor, next to the cold bowl of pasta.
Then I got up. I washed my face. And I went to the flat steel cabinet in the corner of my studio, where I keep every sketch I’ve ever made, and I opened the third drawer.
Every sketch I’ve ever made is dated. Nana Rose taught me that, too.
“Write the date in the corner, baby,” she used to say. “Always. One day, somebody’s going to tell you your own idea was theirs. And the date is going to be the only friend you’ve got.”
The third drawer held the lily gown. Forty-one pages. The first one dated May, almost a year before my engagement, when it was only an idea.
A single sprig of lily of the valley, curving across a bodice. Then the silhouette. Then the stems, wind-blown.
Then the pearl placement, flower by flower. Behind the sketches were the photographs. Odile photographs every stage of every gown in her workroom, for the insurance.
Hundreds of them, all timestamped. My hands in the hoop. The first lily.
The hundredth. And behind the photographs, in a clear plastic sleeve, was a certificate I’d almost forgotten about. United States Copyright Office.
Certificate of Registration. Visual art: embroidery design, “Lily of the Valley, Windblown.” Registered ten months earlier.
Odile had made me do it.
“Your hands are worth more than this building, chérie,” she’d said, filling out the form at her desk with her reading glasses on her nose. “Somebody will try to steal them. Somebody always does.”
I sat on the floor and spread it all out around me. Then I opened my laptop and typed Sienna Rose Bridal. I hadn’t looked at her website in months.
I’d been too busy embroidering. The homepage had changed. There was a new banner across the top.
The Debut Collection. Unveiling May 2 at the Ashcombe Glasshouse. Underneath was a single photograph. A sneak peek, the caption said.
The centerpiece gown. Silk crepe. A bateau neckline.
A long, low back. And across the bodice, curving down the skirt, wind-blown lily of the valley, in silk and seed pearls. My lilies.