Because the decision that changed my life had already been made.
Not at the police station.
Not in court.
With me.
I no longer had to convince my family that I had been hurt.
I just had to stop basing my life on whether they admitted it.
On my first night in the new apartment, I checked the lock twice.
Then a third time.
Finally, I lay down in bed.
A door slammed shut somewhere in the hallway. My whole body tensed.
I waited.
Nobody came.
No footsteps outside my door.
No grip on the handle.
No laughter in the hallway.
Only the heating system, which crackled softly, and outside a tram driving through the wet Leipzig night.
I looked up at the ceiling.
The smoke detector was simply a smoke detector.
And for the first time in a very long time, I didn’t need a camera to believe myself.