I felt my hands go cold.
I had no idea that our paths had crossed in that way.
I checked the pages again, but I didn’t find a complete explanation.
There were too many questions.
Had Richard Cole asked Harold for money?
Had there been any kind of partnership between them?
And what did all that have to do with the wedding?
My phone vibrated again.
This time it was Patricia, the legal advisor.
Disputed.
—Mrs. Emerson? I apologize for the late hour. I need to confirm that you arrived home safely.
—Yes, Patricia. I’m fine.
—I’m glad to hear it. I also wanted to let you know that Mr. Bennett called me after you left.
I straightened up in the chair.
-What happened?
—Ms. Amanda asked to speak with him about the original contract. Apparently, she was very upset.
—After your father’s name?
There was a pause.
—I see that Mr. Bennett has already told you part of what happened.
—He told me that Amanda had tried to alter the information related to the organization of the event.
—That’s right. And when Mr. Bennett showed her the contract, she insisted that there was a prior agreement with her family.
—What agreement?
—That’s what no one has been able to clarify yet.
I looked at Richard Cole’s letter.
—Patricia, can I ask you a question?
-Of course.
—Have you heard of an old debt between Harold Emerson and Richard Cole?
The response took several seconds.
—I am not aware of the financial details of your husband, but the name sounds familiar to me because of a document I saw this afternoon.
—Which document?
—An authorization that Amanda presented during the initial conversations with the vineyard. It wasn’t valid for modifying the contract, but it mentioned a company owned by her father.
I closed my eyes.
—Can you send me a copy?
—I’ll have to verify which documents I’m authorized to share. I don’t want to promise you anything without first reviewing the terms.
-I understand.
Patricia lowered her voice.
“Mrs. Emerson, there’s something else. Mr. Bennett told me that Amanda is telling the guests that you left because you disapprove of your marriage.”
I remained motionless.
—Are you saying that?
—Yes. And apparently, she mentioned that you used the wedding payments to try to control the couple.
I looked at the black book.
Throughout my life I had tried to protect my family’s reputation.
I had kept quiet when Jacob distanced himself. I had pretended not to hear Amanda’s hints. I had agreed to sit behind a column so that no one would think I was a difficult mother-in-law.
And now my silence was being used to write a story in which I was the villain.
—Thanks for letting me know—I said.
—What do you plan to do?
I gazed at the sealed letter I had written the night before.
—I don’t know yet.
When we finished the call, I remained silent for a while.
Then I made a decision.
I wasn’t going to post anything on social media. I wasn’t going to call the guests to defend myself. I wasn’t going to send angry messages or turn that family tragedy into a spectacle.
If I wanted to regain my peace of mind, I first had to know the truth.
The next morning I called the bank where Harold and I had kept our accounts for decades.
I requested an appointment to review some old documents and confirm if there were any additional records related to the transfer to Jacob.
The employee attended to me kindly and explained what papers I would need.
Then I called Patricia.
I asked him to arrange a meeting with Mr. Bennett and to verify, through the appropriate channels, whether there were any business agreements related to Richard Cole’s company.
I didn’t want to accuse anyone without proof.
At seventy-three years old, I had learned that a suspicion can destroy a family as easily as a lie.
But evidence, when it exists, can stop someone from continuing to lie.
At noon, Jacob appeared at my house.
He didn’t call before.
He simply rang the doorbell until I opened the door.
He had dark circles under his eyes, his shirt was wrinkled, and his hair was messy. He no longer looked like the impeccable groom from the night before.
He looked like a man who had spent hours trying to control a situation that was getting out of hand.
—Mom, we need to talk.
I stepped aside to let him in.
Not because I had forgotten what happened.
But because I still wanted to listen to my son.
Jacob entered the kitchen and looked around, as if he expected to find something out of place.
—Do you have coffee?
—I just prepared it.
I served him a cup.